“For the last three days I’ve been trying to wake up out of this nightmare. But I haven’t. I don’t know what I’m going to do without you baby. I miss you so much,” he posted on Instagram and Twitter Sunday. He included a past video of himself and Porter affectionately posing during a photo shoot for Essence Magazine.
The couple were together for more than 10 years and had three children, Christian Casey and twin daughters D’Lila Star and Jessie James. Porter also had a son, Quincy Brown, from a previous relationship with music producer Al B. Sure, People reported.
Diddy, reflecting on their relationship, proclaimed that they were “more than best friends, we were more than soulmates.”
He vowed to pay tribute to her and “try and find the words to explain our unexplainable relationship.”
The 47-year-old actress and model was found dead in her home on Thursday. TMZ, citing an anonymous source, reported that she had been suffering from a respiratory illness, possibly pneumonia, for several weeks.